Some Regrets.

Today is one of those days...

I try not to think about it too much as a rule, but it is just getting to me today. There is something really conflicting in the knowledge that you will never have another child, when you already have one. For a few years I have felt the desire to have another baby...but I can't. I can't help but feel so defeated and unhappy about it...which makes me feel guilty, because I have Jordis. She is a beautiful girl and I love her. I can't help it though...Something in me wants another baby...

Is it wrong of me to feel sad about not having any more?