Sunday, July 18, 2010

Broken...

So this is what it feels like......

...When you have spent oh so many years loving someone so much that no matter who you are with or where you go, there is always some part of you that remembers...and they don't even remember your birthday.

...When the age old saying "you never lose by loving, you only lose by holding back" that you have so pathetically stuck to your wall doesn't seem to apply to you....because although you offer yourself up, heart and soul, it seems that you just aren't good enough...

...When years off being 'just friends' counts for nothing, despite the heartache it has caused you just to be in the same room...because one fight makes you dispensable....

...to be broken....

2 comments:

  1. When your heart aches beyond your control
    breathe deeply into your soul and begin to mend its cracks.
    You are worth the stars in the sky and the starfish in the sea...
    Take each day like a Sunday walk
    slowly, peacefully and quietly.
    Let the pain out with each footstep your body makes.
    You are everything and that little bit more.
    never forget it
    Always Listening.

    Courtney xx

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