Even now

After these 7 years, I haven't accepted that I will never have any more children. There is a part of me that will not accept this fate. My partner will not budge on the matter, despite the pain it causes me. I wish that things could be different. I have decided to get a dog, but even on this point he is unmoving, so I have decided that I will just go ahead with my plan to get a dog, despite what he wants. I am tired of being the one who always bends,giving up what I want so that someone else Can be happy instead of me.